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Jun 29, 2010

aPa aDanYa


jangan terlalu mengharap dan jangan terlalu meminta...

belajar untuk terima seadanya..

andai kasih sayang itu ikhlas pasti kebahagiaan itu akan tiba juga =)


diam bukan berarti tewas

sorakkan bukan bererti kemenangan..

segala yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya..

Jun 27, 2010

Advise from abg joe

tis morning i woke up..n while i get dressed...listen to hitz.fm.... there's a song... titled Impossible... i wrote in a note abt the song's lyric... to me... tat lyric remind me to be countions wen it comes to love... but... without i realiazed.... there's more behind the precoutions...
and once again... i realised it frm my bro.... abg joe who opened my eyes n see through the meaning...not jst read it.....

Joe Black
love is giving someone the power to destroy you but trusting them not to...love is a risk that you have to take...loving someone require full energy of commitment and sincerity...love them with all of your heart and soul...and hoping and praying that you would get the same things in return...
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Reen NaZreen
jst for percoutions~ :x
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Joe Black
if we have that kind of precautions...it means that we're not totally love them..things happened..whether we like it or not...its hurt...but we still fall for love...
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Reen NaZreen
indeed! ;)
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Joe Black
just becareful...dont hurt anyone ..and they won't hurt you... ;)
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Reen NaZreen
like wat u gave u'll get back right?
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Joe Black
you're deadly rite ...:)
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Reen NaZreen
force of karma~
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Joe Black
yupp...
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actually i was speechless wen i read his comment..coz wat he;s saying are all true....
for the 1st time.... i felt like... wow.. tis is for real... its true wat he said.....
its jst me.... nver think outside of the box.....

once again... u opened my eyes bro...
tis time...
it wide open....


~love always~
qaseh mym

Jun 22, 2010

.::: MenCinTaiMu :::.

Mencintaimu...Seumur hidupku

Selamanya...Setia menanti

Walau di hati saja...

Seluruh hidupku

Selamanya...

Kau tetap milikku

Hanya satu yang tak mungkin kembali

Hanya satu yang tak pernah terjadi

Sgalanya...

Teramat berarti di hatiku

Selamanya...

Mencintaimu...

Seumur hidupku

Selamanya...

Kau tetap milikku

Jangan ada Dusta

Ketika pertama kujumpa denganmu
Bukankah pernah kutanyakan padamu kasih
Takkan kecewakah kau pada diriku
Takkan menyesalkah kau hidup denganku kasih
Memang kau bukan yang pertama bagiku
Pernah satu hati mengisi hidupku dulu
Dan kini semua kau katakan padaku
Jangan ada dusta di antara kita kasih
Semua terserah padamu aku begini adanya
Kuhormati keputusanmu, apapun yang akan
Kau katakan, sebelum terlanjur kita jauh
Melangkah, kau katakan saja

Jodoh

Ada 3 jenis jodoh...
  • jodoh dari syaitan - pertemuan antara adam dan hawa... suka sama suka..tapi jalan yg dipilih terpesong.. masing2 mengikut hasutan syaitan... lalu terlanjur..dan kemudian bru bernikah....
  • jodoh dari jin - pertemuan antara adam dan hawa.... salah seorg darinya suka akan seseorg tapi sebaliknye bg sblh pihak yg 1 lagi... slh sorg dri nya meminta pertolongan dri jin untuk memenangi hati pihak tersebut.... dgn izin Allah.... mgkin akan dpt apa yg di minta dgn jin itu atau mgkin x... lalu mereka menikah.. dgn hnya pertolongan dri jin...
  • jodoh dari Allah - pertemuan antara adam dan hawa... pndangan pertama dri mata terus ke hati... tiada pndangan kedua dri mata ke mata.... perbincangan bersma keluarga.. lalu pernikahan dilansungkan... pasangan bernikah, dan mendapat keberkatan dari Nya... jesteru itu.. berkembang la keturunan jodoh yg datang dri Allah SWT.

Apa yg tulis ni..berdasarkan sbuah cerita yg aku tgk.... aku hayati dan aku fahami... sesungguhnya... dia yg mulia selain jodoh dari Allah...

Hamba Mu ini sungguh hina... dcc hamba2 Mu yg jauh lebih baik... namu...xputus aku berdoa dan berharap...segala apa yg aku lalukan..mdpat kberkatan dari Mu tuhan.....

Jun 20, 2010

SekAdAr unTuK DiRenunGi berSaMa


salam...


pagi ni ari ahad... aku masuk keje cam biase...

ermm 1st thing aku bukak tagged....
pastu bukak facebook.... tgk ada pape coment ke x... then aku ushar page adik..erin.... dia dlm kesedihan.... aku dpt rasa kan...hurmm...


well... not long after tat... bru i ushar page dia... cursor bawah... ada 1 post yg aku post kat wall dia xde.... deleted ke?ermm tah la...mls nk pk.... cume yelah...terasa gak laa.... tp xpe lah..page dia..wall dia...xkesah la....


back to erin's page... i wrote sumtin at her wall -----:


Reen NaZreen love u~ u're the only one tat understands me..n be there wen i needed u~ when u're sad...dont knw why..but i felt n faced it too... same time..same day..like today.... erkk.. myb we're really twins after all... huhu js hope..we're both..can thru tis all~ ♥ u
12 minutes ago


~ well dik.. seyesly i cud feel wat u felt.... xpelah kite seksa..kite sedih..asalkan org lain bhgia.... xpelah kalo kite ngalah..asalkan org lain senang.. kite xkan blh nk owg suke apa yg kite wat..n xsume org leh paham kite.... asalkan org yg kite sayang tu happy..bhgia..ckup laa...


bicara semakin kelu...

mudah menyayangi....

tp sukar disayangi....

mudah memberi...

tp sukar diterima....


apa yg ada..hanya tinggal nama....

Jun 16, 2010

Does it worthed?

does the pain weight out the pride..? and im lookin for a place to hide?did someone break my heart inside? im in ruins.... when im at the end of the road..and i've lost all sense of control..and my thoughts had taken their toll, wen my mine break the spirit of my sold..my faith walks on broken glass..and the hangover doesnt pass..nothing's ever built to last.. im in ruins...wen its time to live and let die...and i cant get another try..sumthing inside this heart has died...im in ruins....
as much as i love this song..its relates to me... when u feel like u're walking alone and there's no one besides u..the only thing in ur mind will be empty.. givin up ur hope and soul.. hurmm.. at this very moment... i just want to rest.. and rest all mylife.. im so tired... so weak.. barely cant stand on my feet.. but wen open up my eyes...i saw peoples that i love.. crying..can see the sadness in their eyes.. n once again.. im making ppls that i love sad.. knowing the truth of mylife..makes me feel useless.. hopeless... if there any chance and time for me to make up what i've left... to fullfill my dreams...
ermm feel not so well now.. will cont later~~

salam......

Jun 15, 2010

You ToOk mY LovE

Now this be the last time you did me wrong
No more laying up in your arms
No calling, saying you want me back
I'm packing my bags, what you think about that?

Stayed at home like a good girl do
But Tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car, y'all kissing at the bar
Got me crying

Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club'
Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club'
Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love

And you can be mad at me all you want
I ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
Coming out the door with your girlfriend
You did me wrong boy tell me where our love went

Stayed at home like a good girl do
But Tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car, y'all kissing at the bar
Got me crying

Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club'
Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club'
Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahh

Now this is the sound of a broken heart
There's only one reason why we're apart
She never woulda made it to your car
If it wasn't for the club, I'd still have my love
We would still have us
I'd still have my love
We would still have us
But now we're like whoahhhh

Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club'
Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
But now, now we're like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club
You took my love
Oh you took my love

totally lost!!


generally ..ppl arent tat honest with us


xtaw la if its jst my feeling or wat but i felt it.


tah laa... fighting with my self...


struggle with my self to not think abt -ve things


im so sick of it sumtimes


rase cam im having skezofrenia pn ade...iskkkkkkkkkkkk


think abt yg bukan2...


think abt dark thing je


im so lost...


damn lost...


ppl tat i trust... back stabbed me


ppl tat i love... ignored me


ppl tat i knw... is drifted away frm me


u knw how hard tis is???


have u ever feel like tat?


have u??

Jun 14, 2010

Hear What i Say



Tell me......


and


I will forget......



Show me......


and



I may remember.......



Involve me......



and



I will understand!!!!!

Ku CiNTa Kau aPa aDaNyA

Kau boleh acuhkan diri kudan anggap ku tak ada
Tapi tak kan merubah perasaan ku kepada mu
Ku yakin pasti suatu saat...
Semua kan terjadi..
Kau kan mencintai ku dan tak akan pernah melepas ku
Aku mau mendampingi diri mu
Aku mau cintai kekurangan mu
Slalu bersedia bahagiakan mu...
Apapun terjadi ku janjikan aku ada.
Kau boleh jauhi diri ku namun ku percaya
Kau kan mencintai ku dan tak akan pernah melepas ku

Aku mau mendampingi diri mu
Aku mau cintai kekurangan mu...
Aku yang rela terluka
Untuk mu selalu....

SEPi of LiFE


Assalamualaikum~


its a another boring day of my life...


it not a big deal for me... i can still breathing~ i mean..if i aint sick la kan...haihh...

there's nothing to write actually..but then..i jst wanted to let out my feelings je...

felt so distractive..... distract frm things i shld do... ermm dont even knw wat im bluffing in here now..huh~!


feeling sick and tired of all those negative thoughts... i am different now... not much thinking bout sumtin tat i shldnt think..erkk watta heck am i talking abt?huhh...jst ignore tis..hurmm...


well.. today we didnt text at all..ermm i mean.. after his last sms said tat he wanna take a nap , he's silence till now..but i kinda understand... never mind...let him enjoy his holiday... he needs tat.. to release his tense... too much work pressure kot..huh~


i jst online at FB and chat with few frens..jst to least my boringness..hahaha ada meh tat kind of ayat?ngeeeee me alrdy merapu here..hahaha


haih.. still got half an hour to go home... and i'll have a fully rest then... ermm...


tmrw is tuesday... .and 2 day after is weekend... time passed by quicker than light~(huh wat a hypebola btl laa..haha)


life is short... fill it with great things while u can... dont ever regret for sumtin tat u've done.. and dont ever turn back for decission tat u've made... life's so precious to neglect it... life's so meaningfull to destroy it.... even if u feels like ur world goes down today... always believe..believe tat there's tomorrow to make it up to....


experiances thought us how to move on...and live tis life in how its supposed... evry misktakes tat we've done..is another correction tat we need to do... and the best reference is our experiances...



Never regret~

CuBaLaH uNtUK sETia

Apalah maumu kasih, kau pilih diriku di dalam hidupmu
Nyatanya kulihat ini, tak bisa kau cuba untuk setia
Sudah cukuplah sudah, ku memberikan waktu
Kau selalu tak bisa mencuba untuk setia...
Yang selalu kuinginkan, yang selalu kunanti
Kau cuba untuk mengerti, apalah arti mencinta
Dan harus kau sadari, bila ingin bersamaku
Jangan cuba kau ingkari, cobalah untuk setia...
Masihkah aku diinginkan, masihkah aku didambakan
Masih ada waktu untukmu bersamamu, akankah kujalani hidup...
Dan harus kau sadari, bila ingin bersamaku
Jangan cuba kau ingkari
Cubalah untuk setia...

Jun 8, 2010




ramai laks yg menyakitkan hati aku arini.... aarrgghhh mencik..






serabut pale otak....






sunyi....






bosan...









sayew rindu dia...tp dia busy....






sayew cume blh merindui dia dlm kesibukan jew..iskkk






sayew windu sume2.....






nape la sayew jao dari org yg sayew sayang?ermmm






iskkk....... cam nak nanes jew... uwaaaaa

~ sakit ku kembali ~


ermm harini tiba2 sakit aku toh mnyerang balik... mmg aku xleh tension... dah 3 malam aku xdpt nk tdo... sungguh mnyakitkan... tp..tpksa gak tahan... hampir 6 bulan dah reda..tp lately ia dtg mnyerang balik.... ermm ya Allah... sempat kah aku? hurmmmm....

rambut aku.. makin hari makin gugur... sib bek x buat rawatan... kalo x..botak la..huhuhuhuhu...

ya tuhan..inikah dugaan Mu pada ku.... aku pohon... ampun pd Mu...


apa jua yg dtg..ku kena tabah.. walaupn sakit nya tuhan je yg taw...


~dan terlerai suda air mata ku~